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Now at last I can see
There was no hope for me
My own guilt won’t let me be
I ‘m trapped here for eternity
No Escape X2
There’s no escape, my mind is gone
There’s no escape, from what I’ve let myself become!
I faced my fears, pushed through the pain
But now there’s blood tainting the rain!
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Now I shall vaporize
All truth and the lies!
So you can realize
The fear in my eyes!
You led me here through all this mystery
It was right here all along, but I was too blind to see
I felt I should have known somewhere down the line
But now you are gone and I’m left so far behind
I wish there was someone out there, left alive to give me hope
I wish I could have known, maybe I wouldn’t be alone (to choke)
But there’s nothing left at all, in my mind or the external light
The truth was here all along, the cure and cause of my own night
There was a shadow in the back of my mind
Took all I had and left me all behind
It took control and took my life away
I only pray I’ll rise again someday
Maybe, one day, I will be free again
Someday, I’ll kill this fucker in my brain
I will free me and trap it deep inside
But who’s me, who’s him, who will become alive?
My yin to his yang, my soul torn in two
For now he has crossed; I pray for death, but he prays for the death of you!
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I am lost, in this bottomless pit!
The darkness has consumed my tormented mind forever!!
My mind is a labyrinth of doors
Each of which leads to my end
There’s no hope they’ll be unlocked
There’s no hope in heaven send
The real me trapped deep within
My duality caused it all
God have mercy on my sin
I’m up to my knees in the blood of families!
Their tortured cries are still haunting me!
I loved them, but I watched him as he killed them all!
The Id inside me, he can’t kill me so he laughs as I fall
Now there’s no one left, to give me strength, to give hope to me
Please give hope to me!
He has won and I have lost
He rises as I pay my cost
The tale of a broken man; I shouldn’t have gone so deep
At least I’m happy where I am, within my eternal sleep
At least now, he can’t hurt them anymore
At least now, I can be alone to think, to consider as I fall
At least now, I have freedom in my eternal loss
And when we die, I can fade away, and nail him to our cross!
Shock
Denial
Anger
Begging
Repression
Anxiety
Depression
Acceptance of my misery...
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Chaos Edge 2
00:21
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Universe City
03:12
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Welcome to the universe...
Welcome to the universe city
Welcome to a place where the minds of millions can become one (collective knowledge)
Where the cutting, bleeding edge of technology rules (permanent progress)
You can expand your mind, leave the past behind and become the next big thing
Or you can hide away, and then seize the day, to rise into immortality
The infinite advancements from within the Universe City
Choose life, choose love, choose anything you want to (specialize)
Pay the price; rise out from the vice and into a whole new world
The ghosts of those before you lead the way into the sky
Don’t question what you’re told, and you’ll never find the reason why
Welcome to the gates
Of infinite knowledge
Where you’ll never have
To bow to another again
The infinite advancements from within the Universe City
We will help find your inner strengths; you’ll see the way in the Universe City
Do not be dismayed by what you can see
All shall be welcomed to our universe...
The infinite advancements from within the Universe City
Come in from the cold, walk in though the threshold, you’ll see the way in the Universe City
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7. |
Paradoxical Sphere
06:46
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There exists in nature one shape that hides in another
It’s nothing like its clone, yet they are closer than bothers
I will come to extrapolate the factors of fact
Once you see the equation, there can be no turning back
Science generates a facade of sense and simplicity
Underneath the surface we will find this duplicity
Come on now, don’t you see?
A gateway to history!
No god could conceive
Our intricacies!
Order and chaos
Are one and the same
Shoulder to shoulder
Sharing no name!
I will come to extrapolate the factors of fact
Once you see the equation, there can be no turning back
Science generates a facade of sense and simplicity
Underneath the surface we will find this duplicity
Crushing all I understand
Blinded by the light so grand
Sword of truth and shield of lies
Soul of both deceives the eyes
How can all I know be wrong?
Lies despise me all along
Photons bend with shifting time
Generate this shape!
What can you see?
Can you believe?
There are no miracles
Just what we perceive
What can you be?
Anything!
So become everything
And nothing like me!
Crushing all I understand
Blinded by the light so grand
Sword of truth and shield of lies
Soul of both deceives the eyes
How can all I know be wrong?
Lies despise me all along
Photons bend with shifting time
Generate this shape of mine
I will come to extrapolate the factors of fact
Once you see the equation, there can be no turning back
Science generates a facade of sense and simplicity
Underneath the surface we will find this duplicity
Crushing all I understand
Blinded by the light so grand
Sword of truth and shield of lies
Soul of both deceives the eyes
How can all I know be wrong?
Lies despise me all along
Photons bend with shifting time
Generate this shattered find
Now I know I’m left behind
This shape of mine
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"I am certain now; my will to fight has given in
I feel no remorse; as others pass and fade, I will move on"
There is nothing left, to keep me tethered to this world
I have left you all behind; I’m seeking out my final light
I don’t want another voice to tell me how to live this life
How to behave, I’m not gonna change, yet I can’t remain inside any more...
The Silent Space, I’m trapped inside it now
The Silent Space, I’ve got get outside somehow
"Inside this paradox, the gap in my thoughts where I am free
You may call it insanity, but without it, there would be no me"
And yet I must learn to shed my skin, to think again in a different way
None must see me for what I am, and yet you can and I can’t remain
If you wish to see me again, listen to the voices inside your mind
One of them is likely me; the voice that became my insanity
The Silent Space, I’m trapped inside it now
The Silent Space, I’ve got get outside somehow
The Silent Space, the figure stalking my demise
The Silent Space, the door to the soul behind my eyes
Behind my eyes (X3)
And now I’m hanging my noose
I can’t live with this painful sound, the noises that are screaming in my head
For the first time I am free, free from the chains of what you've made me see!
The Silent Space, I’m falling from it now
The Silent Space, all that was known has died inside somehow
The Silent Space, that figure watching as I fall
The Silent Space, the door locking me away from it all
The Silent Space, the whispers you hear now you’re alone
My Silent Space, my dying gift is now your own
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9. |
The Deviant Strain
07:39
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"Watching the world
Seeing the pain
Makes me sick inside
Living the deviant strain"
RECTIFY!
Tugging at my heartstrings
The numbing ache I’ve come to bear
Facing false illusions
Knowing that we simply do not care
How can you be so blind?
To quench my need for hunger
Closed minds, short lives
We’re never growing younger
Turn the heart of glass to stone!
Know I’m forever alone!
Pull the wool over my eyes!
Pretend that no one sees the lies!
Maybe you would understand
If I stop asking and demand?
This is how I want to be!
You have no right to control me!
I release this strain
Falling off into the rain
I throw down your banner and give back all you gave to me
You try to crush our will
Make our efforts turn to nill
I rip down your flag and burn it, I hope that you will see
We are not the weak!
We are vast and you are few!
Sit in your grey, repulsive rooms
It’s time that someone told you
The power that you say you wield
Is naught but bureaucratic lies
Rip off the suit, expose the fraud
There is no reason in their eyes!
I have finally found a place
Where I can show my real face
This like-minded insanity
Is all that’s left to comfort me!
Maybe I would understand
If we stopped fighting over land
I will love and tolerate
While you destroy all we create
Realization comes in a spark
I know how to deal with you!
Violence feeds violence
No one will win, we all will lose!
I will rise above your faith
And while your gods procrastinate
We will become greater than thou
Through the shattered silence you hear now!
Oh, I only wish that you could come and join us
Oh it’s such a shame
Maybe some were meant to fail (predetermined)
Or die a death in vain (for a god without a name!)
I release this strain
Falling off into the rain
I will not fight you because you’re not worth my time
And now I finally see
This is not my reality
I will leave this hopeless race and go to claim what’s mine
Never stills my shame
But at least we have a name!
To carry the burden of reason, we are all insane!
(Are we all insane?)
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10. |
Back Into Chaos
00:23
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